...Recently on dec 21, i turned 23 & today i am 23 yrs 1 month n 3 day old. When i look back to c whether till nw, am i either moved towards smwhr can say ma destiny or nt thn instints says tht 'yeah u r', bt whn i think deeply with puttin sm duress ovr ma head thn wat i get is different....
...Now i am desperate 23, single, career is nowhere, i selected stream which'll nt goin to carrying me newhr, but still happy,,,,,,,,before smtym, "sometimes i blame ma environment, family members, economic probs for wat is happenin in ma life currently n other times ma frmds, family n faculties for nt suporting me:::But 1 day i heard d story of a persn who whn born, thot to change d wrld bt progresivly wid d age he restrict n regret to d country, to state, to city, to family n eventually to himsel, the story told to me by 'parakram sir' (one of d acquintd indoree transformr(human))....
...B4 hearin that story i always thot to change d persons n environ. arnd me, always thot tht why they r nt like me, why there n my vision r nt sm & d power comes frm within bcoz i comprehended tht i was right, honest n true but 1 thing is clear tht some power i dnt know frm where bt frm smwhr rulin this whole wrld,,,,,all d activities frm the rumbling of leaves to the cleakety-clack of typewriters,,,frm the catamenia of 'fillies' to the fault of the 'bozos' are under cntrl of him & he/she/it made 1 straight so definitly 2 wuld be a curve....
...I wasted ma full 4 years in search of sm private space bcoz i m humanphobic, xtrmly susceptibl to change. When u live in a family thn u shld'nt consider ursel an individual, i did it n nw i m alone, no 1 newhr to listen to me, i feel isolated nt only frm d family bt frm d whole human society....
...I aproched atlist 10 galz, all were ma gud frndz n so i vanishd evn ma frndshp nw,,,it is nt lyk that i m nt able to understnd thm bt i think they were nt the soulmats creaturd for me by the super power,,,i strongly believe tht if God seen sm wrth in designing ne lyf thn he only'll endorse u 2 propogate tht lyf....
Speaking abt prsnt - ya i can tell tht due to that super power nw i m cnsistntly finding the path towrds destintn, d journey makin ma lyf beter, worthful, wistful n evn wid surprises,,,i m improvn ma 'demeanor', changing ma 'xtravagant' habits,,,xplorin ma 'penchant' writing, writin more number of articles, short stories, journey depictions, trying to create ma own fan club, followers n lovers bt it tk sm tym n frm me perseverance, persistence n consistency which i m tyrin to 'put in' cent percent.
"N ya, whenevr u feel a requirement to change smthing, smbody, sm1 thn plz do change ursel"..................
""""Vinu""""
